We have no future heaven wasn't made for me we burn ourselves to hell as fast as it can be and I wish that I could be a king then I'd know that I am not alone
Maggots put on shirts Sell each others shit sometimes I feel so worthless sometimes I feel discarded I wish that I was good enough then I'd know that I am not alone
Death is policeman Death is the priest Death is the stereo Death is a TV Death is the Tarot Death is an angel and Death is our God killing us all
Suicide Is Painless
Through early morning fog I see Visions of the things to be The pains that are withheld for me I realize and I can see...
That suicide is painless It brings on many changes And I can take or leave it if I please
The game of life is hard to play I'm gonna lose it anyway The losing card I'll someday lay So this is all I have to say
Suicide is painless It brings on many changes And I can take or leave it if I please
The sword of time will pierce our skins It doesn't hurt when it begins But as it works its way on in The pain grows stronger...watch it grin, but...
Suicide is painless It brings on many changes And I can take or leave it if I please
A brave man once requested me To answer questions that are key Is it to be or not to be And I replied 'oh why ask me?'
And suicide is painless It brings on many changes And I can take or leave it if I please
...and you can do the same thing if you please
The Solitude
While stars outspread the night-time watch and wind through darkened treetops swirl; I slowly bow my frozen features in grief, in sadness and in woe... in grief, in sadness and in woe.
In solitude forever!
Forever I see, forever I hear, forever I smell, forever I taste and forever I feel the solitude...
No voice (no voice), no hand (no hand) of human source can reach me (reach me) in this place... though fallen (fallen) figures (figures) closely passes and invites me (invites me) into somber dance... this somber dance!
Cold and desolate my soul turns grey, (and) alone I witness the neverending day.
My wasted dreams lie silent and dead within this darkened tears I shed... this darkened tears I shed.
In solitude forever!
So lonely I stand on this tortured cliff hearing distant cosmic echoes calling; beckons me to decline this withered beauty and leave this lie to greet the night... the night without an end.
The solitude...
This solitary life... Maybe I should just end it all... Yes, I should just end it all!
No Greater Sorrow
I am bewildered by this cruel fate clouding my judgement. Sowing the seeds of life in soil of ruin... the winds feel silent and kissed Death's wings.
It's colder than before, still the winter's passed and springtime haste fully took all it came for. Often I stare at the clouds drifting by, imagining you there - like formations of a dream adrift from me.
The moments are gone but you remain, If we had wings we would leave the seasons behind - escaping this quiet shroud always haunting us. We sleep now in the ashes blowing in the wind.
There is no greater sorrow than to recall happiness in times of misery
And there you are - alone like me; the mountain I must climb; the lush garden I fail to nurture... And when I have nothing to say, I'll let this slip away.
I wonder who we are now - what we're supposed to do Each day only shadows comfort me and you... Each day we let it pass and then we die... As dust fall from heavens fire.